so he could understand how I feel.

He hardly talks to me, let alone spends time with me. We haven’t had sex in afew days but he looks at porn on his computer and I want to tell him how much it makes me feel useless but I wont. I wish he understood that all I want is some attention, to be loved, to be told I look pretty, to be kissed like he means it. I want him to make love to me, to kiss down my shoulders, to cuddle me, and make me feel important. To want to eat dinner with me, and to want to go places, or just even watch a movie with me. I want him to like my weird different friends and family, to accept them, because I accept his friends and family. I want him to see that I’ve tried super hard to make our relationship work, and I feel like he could careless. I don’t know what to do anymore, and Im having a break down..